the Main Thing: Jesus

So long I have been searching for "the key" to my life; that thing which, if I but grasp hold of, will make me live like I'm supposed to, be the Christian I should be. Some verse, some doctrine, some phrase, which if I keep remembering it, will keep me from that depressed, joyless, critical spirit that I keep falling into.

They have all been good things: remembering that I am accepted by God; that Christ's record is applied to my account; that I don't have to be perfect for God to love me - etc. Anything that deals with my ongoing "sin problem" as a Christian.

But God is showing me that the "key" is Jesus. Himself. He is the cause of my acceptance, my forgiveness, etc. I knew that, but still somehow felt of the gospel, "Yes, I know, Jesus died for me; now let's get on with being the Christian I'm supposed to be."

The longing within, when seeing Christians who were so "real", of "how can I be like them?" - but now I see: I don't need primarily to be like them - but to have Jesus! He is the key to my attitude, my life, my joy, my righteousness. If I cling to Him - then it will be enough.

The gospel: that Jesus became man and died for my sins to take away God's wrath toward me - this is all I need.

And any doctrine has to lead back to Jesus to avoid being off-balanced.

Any focus of my life, if it does not have Jesus as its main thing, will make something else my idol. I can't have the passion of my life be homeschooling, or saving money, or adoption by God, or eating in a healthy way - if it does not bring the focus back to Jesus. I can homeschool for Jesus, but if I forget Him in my homeschooling, it consumes me. I can save money in order to spend it for Jesus' cause, but not for its own sake, or money becomes my idol. I can eat healthy for Jesus, but not for its own sake, or health becomes my idol. I can think about being a child of God, but if I do it divorced from the Savior who redeemed me, I fall into the same traps as before, basing my relationship with God on my perception of how I have been doing as a Christian lately.

Jesus is the Main Thing. If you have anything else, fine - but you must have Jesus. If you teach your children anything else, that's great - but you must teach them Jesus. In everything. All the time. Every day.

If you have only one life doctrine, one belief you live by: it must be, the gospel. Jesus, who died to take away my sins.

Jesus must be everything to me - or I will have nothing.